Economy's depressed, not me.
As someone who was very passionate about music, film and art, it has been difficult dealing with anhedonia, like difficult, difficult. What happens when the things that keep you looking forward, just fade away into an apathetic abyss? Easy answer, absolutely nothing, "nothing" happens, and "nothing" manifests itself, "nothing" grows until "nothing" takes over every aspect of your life. You start to see your relationships fall apart, you physically and mentally deteriorate, and you start to embody this "nothingness." Unfortunately, for people like myself, rock bottom is the only place...
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